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2010-06-22T01:54:00.001+08:00

heres a very nice song :)
if the song doesnt play try refreshing .

and heres the lyrics :D its one of my favourite song!

Across the street the river runs
Down in the gutter life is slipping away
Let me still exist in another place
Running under cover of a helicopter blade

The flames are getting higher in effigy
Burning down the bridges of my memory
Love may still be alive somewhere someway
Where they're downing only deer
A hundred steel towns away

Oh, the rhythm of my heart is beating like a drum
With the words I love you rolling off my tongue
No never will I roam for I know my place is home
Where the ocean meets the sky I'll be sailing

Photographs and kerosene light up my darkness
Light it up, light it up
I can still feel the touch of your thin blue jeans
Running down the alley Ive got my eyes all over you baby
Oh baby

Oh, the rhythm of my heart is beating like a drum
With the words I love you rolling off my tongue
No never will I roam for I know my place is home
Where the ocean meets the sky I'll be sailing

Oh Ive got lightning in my veins
Shifting like the handle of a slot machine
Love may still exist in another place
Im just yanking back the handle
No expression on my face

Oh, the rhythm of my heart is beating like a drum
With the words I love you rolling off my tongue
No never will I roam for I know my place is home
Where the ocean meets the sky I'll be sailing

Oh, the rhythm of my heart is beating like a drum
With the words I love you rolling off my tongue
No never will I roam for I know my place is home
Where the ocean meets the sky I'll be sailing

Oh, the rhythm of my heart is beating like a drum
With the words I love you rolling off my tongue
No never will I roam for I know my place is home
Where the ocean meets the sky I'll be sailing

2010-06-20T21:22:00.003+08:00

Went to wavehouse on friday with jon, his sis, her friend and nick!
THANKS NICK FOR TREATING :D

started off quite rough but got better very quickly haha :D

okay less talk more pics :)

Thanks to jon's sis for taking the pics :D

LATER AT NIGHT~~~~

went for dinner with amanda, cindy, jingkai and xueer at coffee express
had a whole mango to myself! haha shared abit but was damn nice
and sweet!

later on slacked awhile at amanda's block .. then home!!!
:D

saturday~~~~~~~~~~~

waste a lot of time downstairs and went to Pu Tien for dinner!

THANKS DADDY!!
HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!
:D

then drove with nicholson and jon to bugis to meet up with amanda and cindy
for fish soup and
MANGO ICE!!!!
I had strawberry and the girls had mango and jon and nic had PAMELO :)

CHAO MEI!

sent the girls home and the 3 dudes did 2 cool videos!!
check it out at my FB videos :D

CANT WAIT TO MEET HUI PING <3

2010-06-17T23:42:00.002+08:00

Just got home from ECP not long ago...
FREAKING tired...

did nothing much today.. just woke up went down
went to ecp.. play in the sand and went home~

did some burrying though haha
wanna see the pics? go to my FB ~~
videos too!!

2010-06-17T02:38:00.003+08:00

What a day!
woke up in the morning feeling like P-Diddy!
haha i could not get out of bed!!
the air was so cold and shiok!

watched KILLERS today with Jon, Carl and Wilson..
was a dam funny show :D

HMM NAK NAI TEE EE KEE TOK!

slack awhile at 461 then off to meet Cindy, Amanda and XueEr at loyang point for dinner..
then drove to paya lebar to wait for Foxy Lady to come back from his dancing~

AND WE HAD CHOW TOU FU!!! ahhaha
SOOOO TASTY!!!
guys: mmmm shiok ahhhh oooo
girls: eeeewwwwwww ahhhhh pheeewwwww

then went further down for tao huay
AH PEK STYLE FOR THE WIN!
tao huay with soya bean milk inside!

and after that i lost my virginity =x

i went to marina barrage for the first time!!!!!!
haha and i got to press the lift button!!!
it was so cool and windy and romantic and dark and
and and (insert text here).

back home now... so sleepy...
hope i can see hui ping soon :)

2010-06-15T14:18:00.005+08:00

SO BORED!!!

new blog so start blogging haha
i better stop listening to all those hard beating songs
keep tempting me to dance lah

woke up at 12.. bloody sun so bright shining at my face
dunno if im gonna watch movie later
no one is awake to update me!
AND ITS ALREADY 2.30pm!!
WAKE UP PEOPLE!!!!

ok ill be back tonight :D
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

BACK!!! :D Miss me? haha

ooo i finally got a GF!! weee haha
H P is her initials find her name if u want
but im not telling =P

those who know ... SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Just got back from 85
had dinner/supper with Cindy, Amanda, Xueer & Jingkai
BAR CHOR MEE! tasted ok uh not bad haha :)
and drank a cup of sugarcane juice..
haha not orling joo or laim joo!

On the way home i met rosline in the bus!
but i think she did'nt recognise me and went off the bus hahah

DAM! i cant wait to meet my GF haha :D

WOW!

2010-06-15T03:59:00.002+08:00

wow! It has been years since i last blogged haha!

So many things have changed so i have changed my blog skin.
look at all my old poems i wrote.. i should sell them!

finally done!

will post when im free! Other than that check my FB profile for updates =D

Cheers!

2009-10-20T00:50:00.001+08:00

Farewell to you my love,

I can't longer give you my heart,

I kept my love for a long time,

Waiting for you to come back.

Farewell to you my love,

Don't doubt that I don't love you,

You're always on my mind,

And never forget in a time.

Farewell to you and never hate me,

It will hurts me with regrets,

thinking of you in silence,

Makes my heart tears with sadness.

Farewell my love,

My time is over,

I need to go,

Until this is over.

2009-10-10T02:46:00.003+08:00

Looking at the photos of us
the day we held hands on the bus

our rings connected together as one
i felt that it was just a test run

to feel what love is all about
but you made me give my whole heart out

and now as time went by
we came to a point you said good bye

thinking back to those old days
we had so much fun but hey!

this might be gods test
to see if we can handle the rest

the ups and down that life can give
i hope that you can really forgive

how stupid i was in letting you go
i regret my actions now you know

crying and wishing to myself
that this 2 years wont go up the shelf

and even if its way up there
hidden among the dusty air

i will be here waiting for you
to relive those days that we loved to do

a little picture tells alot
to a love story that we have got

from 1 to 100 there are odds
our story is bound to have alot

but sorry that its like this
cos this is my last apology

to you my precious little one
i wish that our hands are back as one

i love you baby.
by justin.

2009-10-07T09:15:00.000+08:00

LOST THE BATTLE

living a life of regret now.

i should have cherished her.

should have taken care of her.

-when i met you, i did not care about what u looked like or what people said.
-pimples? WHO CARES! i believe that it can be healed.
-too young? calling me a pidofile? fuck off. i love her and its none of your business.

-when we were together.
-god blessed me with the best girl i could ever have.
-never have i thought that i would be so happy.
-having you in my arms in a tight hug fitted perfectly.
-Full of effort, blood, sweat and tears i have put into the relationship to make her happy.
-like a road there is bound to be potholes or bumps.
-we argued from time to time.
-i took those big and small arguments as learning points of each other.
-going out, watching movies, shopping, were her favourite.
-so what if i didnt like to go for some.
-i would enjoy her company.
-i would give me free time to her.
-make sure shes not alone.
-to school, to meet her friends, to somewhere.
-share experiences together
-holding your hand was really beautiful.
-who cares if its .. or ... i would just hold it. because its hers.
-so what if she was embarrased about something she did.
-i would still love her
-promises i made.
-i will keep my word.
-if i have to wait.
-i would wait

-as it is coming to an end
-i didnt know it would be such a hit.
-thought a special 27 could be spent enjoying the whole day together.
-watching a sunrise
-have a nice breakfast picnic
-go shopping
-catch a movie
-going to the Formula 1 night race
-as a couple.

-preperations and lies.
-i made to my parents
-bought the ticket for her.
-so excited.
-never felt that i could not be holding her on that day.
-never thought i would not be together with her on that day.
-how careless of me.
-to let the most happiest blessing of mine fall away from me.
-it would not be able to be back to the way things were before.
-waking up early and seeing her beautiful face in the morning makes my day.
-seeing her off to school.
-picking her from school.
-having fun together after school.
-are all memories now.
-sweet memories.
-i will keep with me as the bridge from me to her heart.
-still loving her.
-promises still kept in my heart.

reading through letters she wrote to me.
found a little card that was attatched on the 1st birthday present she has ever given to me
reading it dropped my heart even further deeper into my stomach.

i can feel the love she put into that little message
and its the closest thing to me now to remind me of us.

girl.. i am sorry...
this wouldnt have happened if i realised it earlier...
now placing you into so much stress and stuck between 2 giant walls
i am the stupid one.
i am at fault.

but it is too late..
not for her.. but for me..
that one last chance she gave me
exploded into smitherins on 080909

love her still.

2009-10-06T21:13:00.004+08:00

.

Please :(

.

2009-10-04T14:17:00.001+08:00

All the songs from my heart...

2009-09-25T21:13:00.006+08:00

happy 2 years of...
sobbing into my pillow...
regretting not cherishing that moment...
now its this...
270909
2 years after that day..
waiting patiently and planning for 2 months...
doesnt feel the same anymore...
its not the same anymore...

Formula 1 tickets
one for HER and one for me..

this sunday

270909

2 years...
lucky to be the 2 out of 1000 to get the tix =D

hopefully...
it would be a happy and enjoyable day for us...

hope everything will be normal...

wishes that she will be happy...

Sunday
27 Sept 2009

2 years after that beautiful day

we are going to this gigantic event as Friends...
with the Finals of the 2009 Formula 1 race in Singapore
with performances by
Backstreet Boys, Beyonce, Chaka Kahn and many more...

$130 a ticket better be worth and i better get a souvenior from the cars...

2009-09-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

hias...
hard to find an opportunity to be with her nowadays..
shes always with him.
i want to make it up to her. but how..
i need to be with her.
its so difficult to see someone you love and took care of just go off like that..
shes drifting away from me. =(
please.. i hope she is doing the right thing
i dont want her to get hurt..
please dont regret any of your actions..

2009-09-16T12:48:00.001+08:00

I wasnt jealous before we met
Now every man I see is a potential threat
And Im possessive, it isnt nice
Youve heard me saying that smoking was my only vice
But now it isnt true
Now everything is new
And all Ive learned has overturned
I beg of you......

Dont go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me

It was like shooting a sitting duck
A little smalltalk, a smile and baby I was stuck
I still dont know what youve done with me
A grown-up woman should never fall so easily
I feel a kind of fear
When I dont have you near
Unsatisfied, I skip my pride
I beg you dear......

Dont go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Dont go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me

Ive had a few little love affairs
They didnt last very long and theyve been pretty scarce
I used to think that was sensible
It makes the truth even more incomprehensible
cause everything is new
And everything is you
And all Ive learned has overturned
What can I do......

Dont go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Dont go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me

2009-09-11T14:22:00.005+08:00

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2009-08-30T01:58:00.000+08:00

which would be more romantic?
a stroll along the beach
or watch a movie

tell me please.

to spend time with someone who is POOR and BROKE and ROBBED.
cashless
money-less
NO money
bo lui
what ever u want to call it.

its just too hard =.=

=>a walk on the beach
.....a picnic
.....eating a sandwich made from home
.....munching under shady trees
.....enjoying the warm breeze

=>stare at a screen
.....enjoying the sound from the screen
.....pay $$

WHY!?

provide and provide.
give and give.
pay and pay.

whats left for me

a bright, sparkling, perfect little, shiny 10c coin.

and ditched...

what a feeling...

2009-07-11T01:39:00.000+08:00

YAY

tmr meeting baby!!

go to many places!!

to be specific.. 5 places!!!

and then a nice treat at the end of the day!

pierced my lip again..

now have a snake bite

hope mum and dad dont mine me having this.

i know baby dont mind =x

babyy solli

coz i said sorry a million times

ill change to solli =)

at least u cant say that i am the same

i love you baby

if u really are bored play a game with me

dont do that thing

u know

that thing u just told me =)

2009-07-06T00:42:00.000+08:00

bloody shocking show lol

watched with baby at our old usual cinema

cathay cineleisure orchard

haha baby and i hugging each other

actually i was protecting her from the monsters =x

went up to the eGaming area at cathay

all the computers there make me wanna

upgrade my comp summore =D

currently running at 3.7ghz

hope to go higher... need more fans and coolers in my rig!!!

babyy i love today.. i dont want ur that

stupid thing u know wad thing im talking about

that thing u know

that one

that thing

to ruin us

to all.. dont live life in regret.

so think before u do or say something =)

I LOVE MY CUDDLE WUDDLE IN A BUNDLE!!!

2009-06-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

YAY 21 MONTHS!!!!!!

bum bum & dum dum

abit more to 2 years!

caught 3 little penguins for baby

from the crane machine

thats a gift for you =D

cant believe it...

21 months went by so quickly

hope this can go on longer baby <3

last 3 mins of this day

3 words for you i have to say

x33 I Love You x33

2009-06-25T00:06:00.001+08:00

COUNTING DOWN TO OUR 21st MONTH OF HAPPINESS =D

just 2 more days baby!!!!

2009-05-27T00:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20th MONTH BABY!!!!!!!!

counted down to 12 midnite to wish baby

a happy 20th month!

Every time I see you all the rays of the sun

Are streaming through the waves in your hair

And every star in the sky is taking aim At your eyes like a spotlight,

The beating of my heart is a drum, and its lost

And its looking for a rhythm like you.

You can take the darkness from the pit of the night

And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright.

Ive got to follow it,

cause everything I know, well its nothing till I give it to you

baby.. words can express many things

heard from a nice song

and i remembered by hard.

especially this part

for you baby =)

happy 20th month

happy happy

yeppy yeppy

2009-05-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

woo!

back frm a wonderful day with bum bum

went to watch

Uninvited

okok uh not scarey but shocking lol

had work today as usual..

so sian uhh

at least

today was brighter than yesterday =)

and I experienced something wonderful!

For the 1st time in my life!

haha

a nice thing ^^

thank you bum bum!

thank you for today!

thank you for the happy day =D

i love you! <33333

muakks!

2009-05-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

BACK!

just came back frm date with bum bumm

1 way to describe today

im happy if bum bum is happy

bought for her some stuff frm topshop

got my Fashion Fastfoward card

watched this show called The Ramen Girl.

not a bad show actually.

enjoyed the show and hugging my BOLSTER

in the cinema =P

tmr gonna get a new hard disk for my HP lappy

thn pass to bum bum to use =)

I SO GOOD RITE!!!

wahah

bum bummmm

i hope you are happy..

cutie pie.....

bum bum.....

baby.....

bee beee.....

MONSTER! =P

Bee ahhh

i love you larhh!!!

i want to see u happy...

im doing all i can to make u happy okayy =)

2009-04-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

I MISS MY MONSTER!!!!!!!! =P

tmr i must go fetch her!!!!

DUN CARE abt my splitting headache ahh!!!!

wahahaha.

our anni present this month so special...

we got ourselves a pair os sickness!!

haha couple sickness =D.

bum bummmm i wan to meet u soon....

now u inside the monster stomach liao

the monster voice sound like ROARRRR.

work getting better....

got my first pay XD $242

approx. $17 a day! omg... thats peanuts

nvm...

thinking of getting a MAC BOOK =)

2009-04-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

me and bum bum cool face

my cool face

Yesterday after work met up with bum bum at tamp..

went to eat japanese satay..

so happy can meet bum <3

Today off day

went to fetch bum frm sch..

thn go to 460 lepak awhile

thn off for lunch.. bum bum had prawn mee

thn ahhh something else oso smell like prawn mee =P

so happy with BUM BUM today..

i enjoyed today

stress relieving day with bum XD

2009-04-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

hiaz.. miss my bum bum

im so tired now..

post another time..

bummmmmmmm

i miss you!!!!

2009-04-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

oooooooooo

attatchment gonna start tmr... 11am

gonna miss bum bum alot..

10 weeks cant fetch her frm sch

but sometimes she gonna fetch me frm work place XD

wahahahh

bought a new keyboard..

built in backlight

went out with bum bum today...

business again...

then went to raffles city to eat chicken and calamari..

good stuff thn bumm bought her bag sumthing

like mine.. but different pattern only.

2009-04-11T22:27:00.000+08:00

Today.. accompanied bumbum go do more business..
arrived at Bugis.. we went to the new shopping centre

ILUMA

haha weird name but very nice place.
had this escalator frm 1st floor to 4th floor scarey o.0
if dont have that humongus barrier,
it would be a very high fall =)

thn went back to tamp.. sorrie bum bum
had to ditch her to have dinner with my parents..
thn came bac for her =)
see so good LAH =P

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=) for you bum bum <3

2009-04-11T00:34:00.000+08:00

thinking of getting a tattoo..
this edited pic should be okay right?
if my mum or dad yells at me
i can say:" i tattooed while thinking of you 2"
i included MUM and DAD in my tattoo
and they wil be with me for the rest of my life
good idea?

i think so =)

miss bum bum alot.. bt meeting her later =D
loves

2009-04-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

Great movie about the end of the world..
Went on a date with bum bum had a lot of fun =D.

1st time! bum bum come and fetch me wahaha.
We went to Doby Ghaut and bum went to buy Sims.
Then went down to bugis, supposed to go walking
BUT it was already 45 mins before our show!
RUSHED back to Ehub to catch Knowing
it was great..

Accompanied bum to lily aw for her appointment
then sent her home safely.

bum bumm hope i made u happy today =)